This is ...........

I have blood stains on my hands
that cannot be washed

I have committed sins
that cannot be undone

I should be dead
But still alive

Whatever I do I fail
But I still again try

I know a Satan in me
who is still alive

I am the bad one
Getting the punishment of his crime

I can't blame anyone for my present state
I am the only one responsible for my fate


I should be dead
But I am still alive......