This is ...........

I have blood stains on my hands
that cannot be washed

I have committed sins
that cannot be undone

I should be dead
But still alive

Whatever I do I fail
But I still again try

I know a Satan in me
who is still alive

I am the bad one
Getting the punishment of his crime

I can't blame anyone for my present state
I am the only one responsible for my fate


I should be dead
But I am still alive......

Me Free

Thank you for setting me free
Giving my piece of life back to me
In the flow of time I lost someone called me
Thank you for taking the viscous circle back from where it begin
Now its me and only me
Even I am free I will always have that weak link
Making you last in my thoughts the every moment I forget to being me
Now its time to burn from within.........
Finally I got my lines from within
and this might be my last time they are coming
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think bfore u answer ny ques bcoz it might be first n last time the person asks u tht ques evr and tht ques mght never cum again.......but the ans will alwaz remain b/w you forevr.....never loose anyone bcoz of ur loose ans........

no matter what life leaves path for me I will always change hers path into mine one....

1000 times

closing my eyes seeing my dreams
they are only things for me to live
1000's times I kissed failures
1000's times I see my face buried down
wounds and bruises all around
seeing every single thing screaming around
my every move buried down
Only worries and negative thoughts coming around
The fear of unknowns on my mind
Now its time to fire all cylinder around
Removing the glitches that were coming around
My dreams now fueling me around
Come what may want I will kick you around
Its my dreams I am feeling around

Alwayz tried to say out my <3 to u
but your smile alwyz took my heart away...

love is more of perception than that of attraction...

Smile is the coin of life .......
Use it to enhance your life.....

3 years.........

3 years just passed out like sand from a fist ,
only too late to realize its
the last bit that remains........harder i try lesser it remain
never ever will forget these days....lived with strangers to make a new family.....,
tears in the eyes...but still no drop...
heart heavy still happy.......
strange are my feelings.....strange is swift time
last bit of sand......is what I am left but these memories are mine...

Beauty

Beauty -
a thought process
a inner self
a heart
a outlook
and so many....
still we don't understand...

Dosti

jindagi ki raah pe pata nhi kb humara rasta kata,
tumse mile aur ye rista bana......
waqt ho gya un dosto ka didar kiye
jinhone kbbhi is nadaan ko apna kha.........

What in Love

Don't fall in love ,but rise in love
give Love a new height,a new defination
a new Parameter , a new relation
a new devotion,a new shape........
lease love a new life.......

Friends

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You all meet me as strangers got bonded in thread of friendship.......
I think I don't understand even a bit of anyone of you..........
But still why does these hearts care ......
Why all these hearts bear me.........
truly unbelievable
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TU

Tere har sitam ko hash kar saha hai........
Tere har kadam par sajda hua hai.....
Ye mera dil mera nhi tera hai.......
Teri Har muskurahat pe jo maar mita hai....
Aaj tujhse ye keh rha hai......
Ajad kar de ise tu apni aaghosh se.....
Yhi tujhse aakhri khwaish hai......

need not your help

I never know why even a glimpse of you makes my day....
Why I Love you this much..
It troubles my mind and heart every time..
If you know why...
Please don't tell me.. Its this dilemma that keeps you in my heart and mind all the time......
Knowing the reason might take you far away from me.....forever
Might take way my smile
Don't help me....Please

Kya se kya bana dia

aae mere khuda
ye kaisa khel khela tune
kasie dya hai teri

khi pehende ko kapde nhi aur
khi rakhne ki jagah nhi

kisi ko khane ko daana nhi
khi boriyaan anaaj saad gyi

kisi k saar pe chath ka thukda nhi
kisi ko mehlon ki kami nhi

quran ramayan bible mein likha pyaar bhaichare ko
aur lada dia kbhi masjid kbhi mandir kbhi girjaghar ko

sab k hiise baati 6 ghaaj jameen
aur uspe bhi lga di sab najrein kameen

banaya tune sab ko jannat mei ek saath
aur yha baat daal hume karke tukde haazar

dekh aaj teri kalpana ky roop le liya
insaan ne haiwaaniyaat har roop ko piche chod diya

pyaar de hume pyaar sikha  hume phir se jina sikha
aab hir hume tera banda bana

dil ke aafshano mein basa rakha hai
aankhon k najraano se chaupa rakha hai
pata hai farishto ko bhi pyaar karte hai tujhse
fir bhi aarmano ko dil mei hi chupa rakha hai
.
pata nhi kyu tujhe dil mei basa rakha hai

why HATE

Sometime we start HATING whom we once LOVED
and LOVING whom we once HATE........
why is this so?????
Aren't we are born only to LOVE & BE LOVED.......
so why HATE????

meri tanhai mein ek muskurahaat de jaati hai, jab bhi teri yad aati hai
teri ek jhalak dekhne ko tarste hai,jab bhi hum nashe se niklte hai
....

Love need not be always  It can be better expressed
But do say it Once before you die to make your love truly smile........
--

Each day of adjourn of parliament session costs only between 4-7 crore only And a major part of it is spend on our so called representatives in the parliament providing them chance for having a jamboree with their so called friends and foes. But one thing that is never understood by our respected and highly intellectual representatives is that they don't contribute even a penny of what is spend on them their its of the people of the Republic of India.So please our highly regarded representatives understand we need a fruitful & healthy discussion by you all,to help  our country prosper .Do understand this before its too late for you to understand and for us to make you understand.
--
yours sincerely
A citizen of India
Thank you

My Heart

Every time I see my heart again and again fell in LOVE with you......
But my brain envy you saying you are more than my heart deserve......
My heart betray my brain.........every time it see you.......
I don't know what I am doing for what I am dying...
But I know you will never be mine......though I will love you forever as mine

I have

I have
Fear of unknown
Fear of mistake
Fear of making someone angry
Fear loosing out
Fear of being hated
but now its time to get out of this cocoon
All these depends on others mindset and prejudice and my activities never had mattered nor it will ever will...

AAG

dost sooch kar uthna masaal khi haath tera jaal na jaye,
haar ghraunda bana pyaar se
teri tafrat ki aag se khi desh tera jaal na jaye,
tum jab kar rhe hoge hurdaang khi sikengi khi desh ki bootiyaan uspe
sooch kar utha na  haar kadam haar kadam gierenge dharoo ki ladiya uspe
jo keh rhe hai ki desh ki aabru se kbhi hua tha khilwar
unse poocho kisi aabla ki aabru se khelna kha ki hai saugaat
haar waar pe koi hua aantah kisi ka ujjra suhaag..
dost aag na dekhe dharam aur jaat ki deewaar

pyaar sikhaya tha hume ram ne aur krishna ne
bhai-chara ka paath padya gya quran mein
phr bhi jaal rhi hai kyu humme ye naafraat ki aag
sooch le aae dost mere kuch na bachega is nafraat k baad
na swarg na jannat milegi na milega tujhe sukoon
har faisle k liye jab bahega is dharti pe khoon
ram aata RAM-JAAN mei hai ali hai DIW-ALI mei
tab kyu na rahenge Ram aur Allah ek hi dharti pei saath

aae dost mere yaad rakh tu aag na dekhe dharam na kisi jaat ki dewar
dost sooch kar uthna maasaal kuch na bachega aag lagne ke baad
--

(Ram Bhumi -- Babri Masjid)

Doostoon k naam

un yadoon k galyaroon mei fir uthrne ko dil chahta hai,
un dostton ke saath un shooni sadko pe fir kho jaane ko diil chahta hai,
wo befikar ho kar har ek pal ko poora jeene ko fir dil chahta hai,
aapno k beech baith phr ek baar khul k hasne ko dil chahta hai,
wo har choti si baaaaat par ladna aur fir ek dusre ko manane ko dil chahta hai,
khel khel mei maidaaan k mei pe chaine se fir sone ko dil chahta hai,
aasmaan k haar baadal ko fir se ukedne ko dil chahta hai,
chaotoon pe bandar ban fir uchalne ko dil chahta hai,
pata nhi kyu aaj kyu fir un beete lamho ko jeene ko dil chahta hai........

rain

rain drops all the way
making new path any way
listen to the sound
listen to the wave
common rain drenches me to the depth

Looking myself in the mirror I found out
My eyes are shying their image out...
My heart beating the time in the race out........
They are ashamed to be out......
Now its time to change tracks and bring the old 1 out.......

Good n Bad
are relative prospective n views of the decision maker n others
so no 1 is good or bad its all the diff of eyes.........
being good is bad
and bad is good

When intolerance become organized or institutionalized then terrorism is born.........
sad but true that's what making our lovely vulnerable and insecure..........
hope our generation bring the ultimate change.......bring the out streamed and out sided back to the main stream of life and country....

tum........

hume pyaar se aaitraaj nhi
hume pyaar k naam se hwas k sikariyoon se aaitraaz hai,

hume dushmani se khafa nhi
hume dost baan kr dil pe chura maaarne waalo se khata hai,

hume aap se sharam nhi
aapki aankhon ko khi koi chot na pahuche iska dard hai,


ye sayari nhi humari kalam se nikla aapne aap mei ek khat hai....

Dedicated 2 my frnds n family--
Would hv luvd 2 say u I care.............

DEjected ::

ye jo halka halka suroor hai
teri aankhn ka hi kusoor hai
tere pyaar mei ye dil phisal gaya
tere hushan ka aashiq main ban gaya

Mera Bharat

siachin se kanyakuamri tak
porbandar se itanagar tak

himalaya se hind mahasagar tak
arab sagar se bangal ki khari tak

thar marudhar se deccan pathar tak
sindh ki urrwar bhumi se ganga ki sichai tak

himachal k sewab se keral k masalo tak
punjab k lehlahe kheto se poorab k haryali tak

kashmir ki wadiyoon se andamaan ki moonga chattano tak
tata ki ispat ugalti bhatiyoon se infosys k computers tak

jharkhand ki lohe ki khano se kolar ki sone ki khano tak
rajasthan ki rangbirangi sanskriti se keral ki saadgi tak

samundarki gehraiyoon se lekar aantriksh ki duriyoon tak
leharaye mere pyare BHARAT ka Parcham aanth hin samay tak

jai bharat............

imortal

Nothing remains forever in this mortal world even knowing this we wish for it.......
In this world not even a single God has been forever...they do have been changing
from one to other in every era and taking various forms....

Don't know why the more i try to hate u,more i try to go away frm u the more closer i get 2 u.....the more i remember you.......don't know what to do

go away hate me .........plzz
but remember when ever u r in a problem wid no end just remember ths friend truly frm ur heart and he will be thr holdng ur hand takng u pass it...

I love you much that I will make sure that no matter what happens you never get hurt from me So I will make sure you hate me more than how much as I love you..........

Sun never sleeps nor do I............
We just move from one world to other .. ...........

Who am I

I'm anti-social,
I'm a naxalite,
I'm a terrorist,
I'm a rebel,
I'm a dumb failure...........
I'm dead................

Dying Soul

everyone say that my eyes seems to b drunk......
everyone say that my hearts beat fast when u r around......
everyone say i can easily filter your words in the crowd.....
everyone says i love you from my soul........
Everyone give their views but no one view it better than my eyes do......
I am not drunk, I am not Drenched, I am not in love......
Its unexplained uncertainty with a granule of understanding........
But its not love............its the Heart of the dying soul....

you......

Every time u r close to me I loose..........
Every time u r far away from me I am Lost...........
Every time Evey time....

suna hai waqt kbhi rukta nhi..........
aap ko dekh k lg waqt ko rook liya humne.......
jb kisi ne thokad maari tb ye ehsaas bhi tood dia humne...
dekhne pe koi apna kehlane wala na tha humare saath...aap ki bhi parchai na thi..
phr jb bhi yaad kia us pal ko..to sannata paya ..
tb lga jb waqt nhi ruka to yaad kaise hoti...

They say "falling in LOVE is best thing ever happened"
but how can a negative statement like falling can be the best thing
just don't feel something right...

Think on

Think positive we are the leaders of future...........
we are the future every small decisive step we take today will shape the globe gain for our future....
this time our planet needs us the most as in the history ever so
come forward and participate its your NATURE
its your life your home your world........isn't it???
Don't think of others you are the one who matters do your share........for now for ever!!